:((

Saturday, 28 July 2012

Falling down,,,

Last Thursday is really worst day for me..

I've my presentation with my group, I'm a Project Manager for this Project..

But during the presentation, the lecturer asked many question till I can't answer and so did my friends..

When one of lecturer ask my friends, my friends can't answer it, all because I can't manage all well.. I didn't give them what should they really do.. Our system have many logical error..What the hell.. We are defeat by lecturer.. They asked so many answer..I can't hold on.. Really need something or someone to help me to face it.. I can't hold on anymore that time.. But still to.. Yahh.. so damn sad.... :(

I never feel like that before...this is the first time I feel i'm feeling fail in life... Feeling crash like a hell..

I cried whole night for what've done...

Really sad... :'(

I really afraid that my friends would be failed because of my unprofessional management..SHIT....

What should I do God?

Someone could tell me?
Sorry my friends...My team...
I'm failed.. I don't wanna give up..:'( :'(

:'( :'( :'(

:(( :(( :((

Trying to believe but sometimes really make us dissapointed

Friday, 20 July 2012

B E L I E V E

Believe someone and keep it believe was a beautiful thing.. but this life never escape from the lies..

so believe is too hard to keep it forever...

When u've decided to always believe him/her, they possibly don't decided to always saying truth to you.. It's hurt, isn't it?
Hahaha.

They might be forget to grant their promise to us..hahah..

They might be got something important than our promise..haha

They might be feeling "It's important?"
Hahha..
Many possibly..hahaha..

I even don't know what am I talking about.wkwkkwk..


^^

Taemin Birthday 18 July 2012

Wednesday, 18 July 2012

Yeheee...Today is my Idol's Birthday..
Feel so excited even thought that I can't give him a gift..hhohoh..

but nevermind I make a wish for him and for myself in my heart : p
Emmm..
This is the first time, really a first time I'm so addicted with Artist.. and  he is Korean Artist..
I'll introduce my Idol to all of you >,<

• Full Name: Lee Taemin (이태민)
• Nicknames: Taemin
• Birthdate: July 18, 1993
• Hometown: Dongbong-gu, Seoul
• Height: 175-179cm
• Weight: 50-55kg
• Blood Type: B
• Family: Parents, Older Brother
• Favorite Color: White, Yellow, Red
• Favorite Food: Steak/Beef
• Favorite Artists/Role Models: Michael Jackson, Usher, Justin Timberlake
• Hobbies/Specialties: Dancing [Popping], Piano, Mandarin, Listening To Music

Emmm..He is Maknae in his group... still young but Today he is really become a MAN..hehe.
Not a BOY :p

Last night I drew chibi figure of Taemin..heheh
Let me show you..I'm so proud of my drawing *actually taught by one of my friend :p
But nevermind, as long as I draw it with my heart..hihih

Happy Birthday My Lovely Taemin..
Wish u always stay happy and healthy and always perform the best for yourself, your family, your group, your company and for us.... ^^
May all your dreams come true....

Can't describe

Tuesday, 17 July 2012

Un-Describable feeling..

Last night I just heard that my Best Friend's Mom was passed away. This news totally defect me. 

My heart keep beating, my eyes seems filled by a ton of tears..I can't hold on and I walk out from the class.

I sat at stair and keep thinking what's really happened.

Yahh...I can't face this truth, I feel very very sad that can't describe. My tears keep falling down like the rain.

I can't imagine how my dear friend face this truth..Totally down.. :'(
Dear friend, hold on and I know u're strong. : )

Tell me and shout me when u need me..I'll be everywhere for you ..

Life is so unpredictable, human born and passed away is a must. But it's so sad when the sad thing, passed away happened on our friends or family around us..

So I just have a word, Cherish them before they walked away from ur life. 

^^