Can't describe

Tuesday, 17 July 2012

Un-Describable feeling..

Last night I just heard that my Best Friend's Mom was passed away. This news totally defect me. 

My heart keep beating, my eyes seems filled by a ton of tears..I can't hold on and I walk out from the class.

I sat at stair and keep thinking what's really happened.

Yahh...I can't face this truth, I feel very very sad that can't describe. My tears keep falling down like the rain.

I can't imagine how my dear friend face this truth..Totally down.. :'(
Dear friend, hold on and I know u're strong. : )

Tell me and shout me when u need me..I'll be everywhere for you ..

Life is so unpredictable, human born and passed away is a must. But it's so sad when the sad thing, passed away happened on our friends or family around us..

So I just have a word, Cherish them before they walked away from ur life. 

^^

Keep calm and carry on :)

Thursday, 31 May 2012

Hohoho..I think I make the post triple a month...In the early of month, middle of month and the end of month..wkwkwk..
May I just got 3 post and it's really schedule at early, middle and end..wkwkkww..

Today I wanna tell about my half month life since 14 May till today..
I walk through this month with many kind of emotion and weather.. Happy, Joy, Sad, Cry, Rainy day, Sunny day, Cloudy day..Hahaha..

First that I wanna to mention is about my assignment.. I did my assignment not really well.. I think I won't got the good result for it..:(
I should try my best for my next 2 big assignment..I'm stress of them..I hate this kind of life :(
I don't like stress :'(
But It must to achieve my graduation... Keep Calm and Carry On ^,^..
I know I can do it..although it's bit hard..
Hwaiting !!!

Second that I have to have my holiday soon.. I'll go for a vacation with my classmates at Bintan..Yehehee..
The schedule is on 9-10 June..We go for 2 days 1 night..hehe...Hope it will be a great vacation..and unforgettable memories..hehe..
We are all about 20 person..
And today is already 31 May..How I give a reason for my boss to take this leave???
How how??
Somebody help me...
I want to tell him honestly..but would he allowed ?? huhuhu..
then if I lie to himm.. After this vacation..My friends will upload photo to Facebook..and how to face this problem if they found out this lie...HUAAAAAA :'(...This would be my homework for these week to bring out the best reason...~.~

Third, Life is unpredictable..people come and people go... What should we do to make all perfect???
We are unperfect human..how to make all things perfect?
Who can teach me?
When people nice to you.. appreciate it..don't let down them, but sometime just to hard to make all perfect..
Sorry if I let you down..
Everything happens for a reason..and I believe it...
Realize it and follow your heart :)
I will try to make all perfect but need to sacrifice something...^^

Yeahhh..
So those my words :)

Hwaiting all !!

Life for stress

Monday, 14 May 2012

It has been 14 May..half of this month have been passed...
I just don't realize it..I will face an final exam for this term 1 week more..OMG @.@
It's really fast.. and now i also got one assignment that make me so stressed...huhuhu..
Hoping i can done it well... and release myself from all of these, I'm too tired to do this kind of assignment..I hate it >,<

After this term, I must face my short term in my college.. The reason I decided to have a short term emm,,to lighten my 7th term.. because I also will face heavy assignment at 7th term..
Even though it's hard, but have to keep move on..
It's one year left..After this one year..Emmm..I'm free..heheh..
Free means no assignment concern with college again..but i'm sure will miss my college life after that..hehehe

Ok well..today is Monday,, many people said It's Monday blue...
The day that so blue....so bored...so lame..so uneasy... *my awful description =))

Yeah... It's time for work..
Happy Working All ^^
Have a nice day :)

Fighting ^^

Thursday, 03 May 2012

Taemin ahh..
Nobody support me to loving you..They said I was crazy...were I?
:'(
I just in a short time being in love with you, you are cute..you dance great and your smile is sweet..so I like to see you..
Huhuhuh..
I just one of million fans of you..hohoho..
I think there would be another fans of you would be more crazy than me..hoohoh..
Yeah...I just like to see you..
Actually I'm afraid that i would be same as other fans..they are no crazy..they just fond of you coz of ur cuteness.hahahah..
Well..
I should forget this thing and put you in another side..I know it couldn't happened in real life..so i just imagine of you..hahhaah.. <3

emmm.. realize that i live in Batam-Indonesia, so don't think too much about the idol or something else..heheh and now I'm not a kid anymore, i must fight for my future..hohooh..

But before that,,I've to finished my study for one year more..Hope it can pass faster.. I want to have my own world..Have many things to learn to gain..hehehe..

I hope i can give comfy life for my family and myself..hoho..
Must be work hard and trust myself that i can..heheh..
So you guys also must have the spirit to fight for your future ^^



FIGHTING !!!!!

Thanks God

Friday, 20 April 2012

Hohoho..

I've been forgotten what I've got...
And it has already 5 days gone since my flashdisk was founded..Thanks God..
I feel grateful for what i've got and received..
Amituofo..XXLMCB..

O yeahh guys..this June we are planning to have a vacation at Bintan Lagoi...
I'm so happy,,waiting for it so much.heheh.

Here some Lagoi View :

Yihaa..Waiting for it...yeahhh...^^

My Flashdisk

Sunday, 15 April 2012

Ohh.. Flashdisk..
Where are you exactly???
I can't sleep, can't eat, can't drink, can't concentrate, can't go to toilet because of you..
You are very important to me..
I don't know how to live without you...

Please asap appear in front of me..
I can't do anything without you..
:'( :'(..HUAAAAAAAAA :'(

Please please..if you are now at somebody else..please tell him/her..You're mine...hiksss...
All my life depend on you..hikss...
How how how??


Tomorrow i will find you at my office..if you are there..please stay tune..don't go anywhere....
Hoping hoping hoping..you are really at my desk,...

Good Friday ^^

Friday, 06 April 2012

Laziness make me didn't post for a time.hahah..
It's April now,
and today I'm on holiday, because today is Good Friday..
Just now i waked up at 9 and breakfast at 10, and now I'm doing my assignment.
Damn boring assignment make me feel can't relax for a long time, hate this kind of assignment >:p

From early March till today, many things happened in my life,, Just don't know where should i start it..kwkwk..
I got many sad and happy things happened, sad is i don't know..wuahhahaha..(don wan to know)
and the happy things are my little sister got scholarship for her university fee later for 4 years. I feel proud of her. And this end of April, she will facing the Final Test for her High School, hoping she will got high score and get over this test. *praying.

About myself, i just hope everything will run smoothly, either is about my work, study or love..Hope it will be balance although i know is hard wkwkwk..
but i try to priority the important one..hehehe..
and now is April, I just wondering if this December will really be a doom's day for our planet ? :-/
I hope it just a prediction and won't be happen..I'm afraid, i don wan to lose my family, my friend and people around me. They just too precious for me.
Feeling grateful because they are staying beside me..Thanks God for everything.
I will learn to cherish them more.. Please give me the way to show how much I love them..
Hahahha,

For my Family, I love them so much, but i really don't know how to show my love. I'm just too shy to show my love to them in front of them, but i will do behind. Hope they will  know it *love ^^

For my Friends, Cherish them so much, they are bringing the joy and laugh for me. I think my life should be like hell if they are not staying around me. They're like the clothes, always accompany me where ever I go, can't live without them. I will feeling something missing if they're gone ..: )

For God, Thanks for everything You have made in my life.It's really wonderful..
Appreciate them so much..

Have a nice weekend all :*


^^